Kenapa Aku Dianaktirikan?

Lately, i've been thinking that my blog is a little bit dull. Its so infertile in publishing new post in every month. And for me, as the one who manages it and the one who takes care of it be honest that for uncertain reason, i'm having trouble in keeping it posted and updated. Ideas are there to be widely displayed in my mind about what's the next post that interest me in sharing it, but yeah it is all about what i have to have first, intention is good as starter but if i never get to it, write it and do it its all nothing! Kemalasan, one bloody obstacle that i'm trying hard to deal with.

I feel really bad for this one, this blog has been one of my virtual homepage that i had made it back alive since few years backward. This blog is so personal and general at the same time. Despite its so quiet here, visitor traffic is nearly dead, any activities is so stricted but Im still favorited this place. These are some reasons that hold me on making this more alive:

1. I have no energy, I'm so limited in sharing things, and I'm so undeniebly moody.
2. I am a worst writer in narrating something in a good, flexible and open way. Directly writing about something right to the point is not my way.
3. I didn't make a friendship here, have no relation and i rarely tell everyone, other bloggers to come and visit.
4. I'm a severe perfectionst and dang picky, when i start writing materials to be published, then i can't stop reviewing it before its even published and once i think its so boring, i stop writing and it got wasted.
5. Difficulity of expressing ideas and what i have in minds.
6. I intend this blog to be public, but i'm still imprisoned in my privacy which limits the outputs.

If compared to what I have been doing lately with other stuff like, tumblr. surely this blog is being clearly and unfairly disfavored. Though they two are different sort of blog but still they were used to be my two faves. But still, both have been places i send out my writings but what makes it distinct is that if tumblr. is purposedly to be the place where literally poetic ones for, in blogging its more like a news post. Its like telling someone "Hey, lets talk about this, i like this because bla bla bla" while there its about telling something but equally hiding it such as: when i think i have crush for someone then i will say "i got stuck my mind on someone".

Cinema In August 2014

Alright for the august edition I watched one film in cinema 21, it was Guardians of The Galaxy, the tenth film on Marvel Cinematic Universe, Film garapan sutradara James Gunn ini cukup ditunggu tunggu perilisannya, terutama beberapa minggu sebelum official release date di Indonesia. Pada perilisan trailer nya film ini tak terlalu begitu excited, mengira kalau film nya bakalan standar standar saja. Namun, ketika film resmi dirilis di US sana diikuti dengan rating beserta review yang sangat positif jadilah tingkat antisipasi memuncak dari hanya sekitar 50-70% menjadi 100% wajib nonton dan harus on time.

Dan, setelah film nya akhirnya nongol di sini, langsung cabut deh, kebetulan waktu itu milih jadwal yang sore dan ternyata studio nya gak penuh. Buat film nya sendiri worth to watch banget. Film dengan tampilan tone marvel yang khas dengan setting lokasi 99% berada di outerspace benar benar memberi satu rasa baru pada portofolio MCU series. Terlebih dalam soal isi film, karakter, VFX, musik dan plot nya benar benar mutually complete, 100% entertaining! Worth to wait buat sequel nya nanti 2017 mendatang.

MDD Symptoms

Beberapa gejala yang dapat ditemukan adalah:

• Menarik diri dari pergaulan atau lingkungan
• Merasa sedih dan putus asa
• Merasa tidak bertenaga, kurang semangat dan kekurangan motivasi
• Kesulitan membuat keputusan
• Merasa gelisah, mudah marah, dan mudah tersinggung
• Makan lebih banyak atau lebih sedikit daripada biasanya
• Tidur lebih banyak atau lebih sedikit daripada biasanya
• Kesulitan berkonsentrasi
• Gangguan daya ingat
• Merasa bersalah atau merasa diri sangat buruk
• Dipenuhi oleh amarah
• Merasa bahwa anda tidak dapat mengatasi berbagai kesulitan atau masalah di dalam kehidupan anda
• Kesulitan mengikuti pelajaran di dalam kelas atau menjalani kehidupan anda sehari-hari
• Adanya pikiran untuk bunuh diri

Cinema In July 2014

Halo August, halo people, my dearest readers :) Its been quite a while since the last I entry my post to this blog, due to unknown reason I got my eyes, my hands, and my minds on something else lately. But now, i finally can overcome my laziness and start this up. For the first in August, as previous months the first is about cinema archive for the film i watched in cinema last month which is in July.

For the July edition, i watched only one film in cinema and it was Dawn of The Planet of The Apes. Yap! back stories behind that film's watching was actually because at that times it was only few or probably none films that could blow my mind up which released in July. This second installment in Planet Apes reboot film is the only that attracted me the most, and knowing that i watched the first film which starred James France, so i wast sort of curious about what's next. And after i watched it, not bad! entertaining and satisfying. So, this film is not a disappointment.

Playlist: Volume 01

For all readers who might look for some new voices in musics, here are what songs i currently listen to. They generally newly released songs, and I can make sure if you have not so different taste in music with me it will fit you good. But overall, they are mostly kind of good songs to listen, easy to catch and hits everywhere. So, try some!

Movie Soundtracks:

1. The First Time I Saw Your Face - Roberta Flack
2. Time In A Bottle - Jim Croce
3. Battle Cry - Imagine Dragons

Hot Shots:

1. Problems - Ariana Grande ft. Iggy Azalea
2. One - Ed Sheeran
3. New Flames - Chris Brown ft. Usher & Rick Ross
4. Ghost Story - Coldplay
5. Already Home - A Great Big World
6. Owl City - ULTRAVIOLET (EP)
7. Sam Smith - IN THE LONELY HOURS (Album)***
8. Josh Record - THE WAR (EP)
9. Break Free - Ariana Grande ft. Zedd***

Electronic Dance Heat:

1. Summer - Calvin Harris
2. Wasted - Tiesto ft. Matthew Koma
3. Red Lights - Tiesto
4. A Sky Full of Stars - Coldplay
5. Glow In The Dark - The Wanted
6. Ten Feet Tall - Afrojack ft. Wrabel
7. Born To Run - Afrojack ft. Tyler Glenn
8. The Spark - Afrojack ft. Spree Wilson
9. Freedom - Afrojack ft. Jack McManus
10. Sovereign Light Cafe - Afrojack

New Voices:

1. Ten Feet Tall - Wrabel***
2. Sideways - Wrabel
3. Into The Wild - Wrabel
4. Numbers - The Cab
5. Comeback Kid - Against The Current***
6. Pretty Wings - Zak Waters***
7. You Lift Me Up - Mikey Wax
8. Amnesia - 5 Seconds of Summer***
9. This Girl - Stafford Brothers & Eva Simons ft. T.I.
10. Virginia To Vegas - Colourful***

Chamber Pop Ease

1. Gem Club - BREAKERS (Album)
2. Perfume Genius - PUT YOUR BACK N 2 IT (Album)

Cover Fever

1. Stay (Rihanna) - Thirty Seconds to Mars***
2. Unconditionally (Katy Perry) - Alex Goot
3. Say Something (A Great Big World) - Boyce Avenue ft. Carly Rose Sonenclar 

*** highly recommended

Review: Break Free, Ariana Grande's Sophomore Problem!

Ariana Grande is a problem, she really is a grand problem for the music addict and beauty enthusiast. She's got the sexy, and the beauty and absolutely the talent. Her voice is undoubtedly grand. I have been knowing her ever since she released her debut album Yours Trully, but at that time i didn't really have interest to her. So i was just letting her passed by. Then everything is much greater in her recent projcet. Started with Problem, i didn't listen to it since the first it started to become hits everywhere, lately when i saw the music video then i realize that it is really a cool song.

Now, in her second song from her upcoming 'My Everything' record, I think i'm falling in love more to her. The song entitled 'Break Free' is setting to become something so magical that breaking everything free. I love it! I had actually known this duet project between her and the dangerous Zedd and i anticipate it so much that it would be a good song. And when it finally out yesterday, then I listen to it. Guess what? it is really a cool song that I'm wishing for.

The song which is produced by Zedd and Max Martin has definitely dance elements, and Ariana's voice is nothing but beautiful. This song has also pop taste as the edm on it doesn't dominate the music. So, it is really lightly easy to listen, the EDM input is good and just right. Crunchy and fresh!

TBT, Lets Do It!

Hey readers, are you an instagrammers? or twips? or you both do? you may not be so strange to this, TBT. Yes, TBT or Throwback Thursday a twitter or instagram holiday hashtag which takes time every Thursday in every week. This is an opportunity for internet users to share their past by throwing it back and tweet it or post in instagram and its mostly posted as old photo followed by the hashtag TBT.

google's TBT description for keyword 'what is tbt'

I personally do it sometime in instagram in order to post old photo and to memorize the story behind it, its just for fun. Everyone does it, celebrities too so why don't i do it besides its also something which is good for me to post old photo but in the right time and moment. The intention of this post is actually to officially announce that i will bring the hashtag TBT into this blog, categorize it and post a throwing thursday post in every week (wish i could do that). As i say, its just for fun nothing serious except i just want to create a new unique features to my blog, and the content itself it doesn't have to be an old photo but anything relates to my past and its interesting enough to be shared, so guys keep on visiting and check out all my TBT posts.